for tawny.

&when i c u

my darling
my hilairousity
my smiles
have belonged to you in the past
and my touch
has grown from yours from what i can remember

our sons have
birthed the same oceans
and skys to fall to dusk

&when i c u

i will dance
like no one has given me love before
no one has sung to me before
i will dance

&when i c u
our bodies will become one.
homoerotic love poem
to write on walls because
i feel i
can no longer scribble on
math notes
english boards
scripts of hurt and honor
or your heart

&when i see you.
when i see you i will run
run away from here and towards the past again where i could
hold ur hand
while
burrittos and grilled
cheeses melted away
with jamba juices and stone tiled walkways between adulthood
and children

&when i see you i will dance
like you often did
those times
when we shared our stories.